Hey you,

Ever felt totally insecure and at a loss of how/when to clarify the matter because of worry/fear/i-don't-know-how-else-to-describe-it-tsk-insecurity-la? I only ever feel this way towards only one important category of people which leaves me in dire straits ("If you're in dire straits, you're in serious trouble or difficulties" okay maybe that was an exaggeration but can you hear the plea/desperation(err) in my words) and sticky situations which I am incapable of getting myself out of unless I a)talk/confront b)there's no option b cos I just keep worrying and thinking about it even in the shower(!!).

To digress, this post has too many brackets, hyphens and slashes.

I know I think too much............but still. This matters.

We think about this. Wonder. Miss. Try to analyse. But the only results we get from that are guesses which wellllllll are not really very helpful at all.

I've lost my courage for confrontation. Maybe you'll read this and help me out.